Monday, July 2, 2007

I wish to know...

How will I know if I am following His will?
How will I know if I’m on His track?
How will I know if I please Him?


I do love God! I believe in Him. I believe in His son, Jesus Christ.
I believe in His love, His everlasting love.

I am not a perfect person. I am not as good as Jesus had been when He once lived as a man. I might not even be worthy to touch Him. He was the greatest man to have lived on earth.

However, I had in my life dreamed of following His plans, His orders. I am not certain if at most times I did. At times I knew I was doing things that do not please Him, yet I kept in doing those. I tried to avoid such things, but at times I just can’t.

I’ve joined in a Christian organization in our place. I wanted to know more of Him. I wanted to find out how to please Him, how to be with Him. But I just don’t know how or where to start.
I read the Bible, but I can’t do it every night even if I did promise it. Mostly I broke that promise. I can do it for a straight month but on the second month, I’m almost forgetting it.
I talk to Him every night and He’s the one I first spoke with when I get up in the morning. But I was never consistent in doing such. I do forget it as well.
I wanted to help other people as it was what He commanded every living man to his fellowmen. I am searching for my own way of helping my fellowmen. But it seems like, money is always needed. I do not want to believe, but that was what I observed.
I wanted to help, but I do not have enough money to do so. I am a family girl. Me and my sister worked for the family, that was what I meant being a family girlJ. I do have siblings who are studying still and in need of our financial support. Also, we do have a family to support financially for the daily expenses and needs. As well, my parents, particularly my father dreams big, greater things. Things he was expecting from us. I as well wanted to give those. How then will I be able to share some for others?

Now, how then will I be able to please Him? Where will I start? How will I do so?




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